"All the time I've asked myself: How did I end up in this ride of a life? Were my losses disguised victories? Did destiny really tried to help me out after I kept cursing it? I'll guess I'll never know. All I've wanted in the life is to be of some importance to something to somebody I'm satisfied where I am now, but I always reminiscence about the past and a plethora of 'What ifs', 'What fors' and 'What would'ves' arise. Heck, maybe I'm bordering on paranoia and my mind's alerting me by telling me "Shut the fuck up. Be thankful" Anyway, I try to live it the best possible. Motto Is: Now is the time to melt the ice, and to give your